Natural Hair Color:
[] Brown - $100
[] Blond - $50
[x] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Red-$300

Total: $100

Eye Color:
[] Brown - $1
[] Green - $75
[] Blue $50
[] Hazel $100
[x] Other - $15

Total so far: $175

Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $75

Age:
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[x ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $125

Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[] second born - $150
[] Middle child - $100
[x] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $100
[] fourth born - $100
[] fifth born-$100

Total so far: $425

Drink? ---> wine to be particular, some alcohols with my family(family gatherings)
[x] No - $400
[] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$

Total so far? $675

Vision?
[] perfect vision - $300
[] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[] Contacts $25
[] Surgical correction - $25

Total so far: $875

Car Color?
[ ] Pink - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $1000
[ ] Gray - $950
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] White - $475
[ ] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[x] No Car - $0

Total score: $1775

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[x] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $550

Total so far: $2275

Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$750
[x] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[x] Orange - $300
[] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $ 50

Total: $2625

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] yes-add $500
[] no-add $1000
[x] on some $750

Final Total: $2680

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forgive my stubborn alter ego...
He's the one insisting everything.
I am sorry to the one who's hurt
I am sorry to the one who bleeds
I am sorry
Just listen to me.
In a few words, I'll make it all clear.
I'll answer all the doubts.
I'll confirm your thoughts...or deny the lies.
I'm sorry for my shallow words.
Never had I have a good vocabulary,
blame not my teachers in grade schools: I'm all like this because
I refuse to learn just as I refuse to unlearn my whims.

Di Mo lang Alam...

Up Dharma Down

‘di mo lang alam
Naiiisip kita
Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako
‘di mo lang alam
Hanggang sa aking inaasam makita kang muli
Nagtapos ang lahat sa di inaasahang pahanon
At ngayon ako ay iyong iniwan
Luhaan, sugatan, ‘di mapakinabangan
Sana nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Sana’y nagtanong ka lang
Kung ‘di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Hindi mo lang alam
Kay tagal na panahon
Ako’y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa’yo
Lumipas mga araw na ubod ng saya
‘di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta
Kung ako’y nagkasala patawad na sana
Puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal
‘di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
‘di mo lang alam
Ika’y minamasdan
Sana’y iyong mamalayang hindi mo lang pala alam
‘di mo lang alam
Kahit tayo’y magkaibigan lang
Napapaligaya lang sa tuwing nagkukulitan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Ako’y nandito lang
Hindi mo lang alam
Matalino ka naman
Kung ikaw at ako
Ay tunay na bigo sa laro na ito
Ay dapat bang sumuko
Sana hindi ka lang pala aking nakilala
Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito
Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko
‘di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan
Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman
Puro s’ya na lang
Sana’y ako naman
Isang kindat man lang
‘di mo lang alam
O, ika’y minamasdan
Sana iyo’y mamalayang di mo lang pala alam
Oooooooo
Malas mo
Ikaw ang natipuhan ko
Di mo lang alam
Ako’y iyong nasaktan

If You Forget Me


Pablo Neruda



I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

*sigh*

"I cannot represent in defense of my self. I'm becoming more helpless doing so."